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    09 August

    Long Walk to Forever 2.

    “How so?” said Newt.

    “”What a crazy time to tell me you love me,” she said. ”You never talked that way before.” She stopped walking.

    “Let’s keep walking,” he said.

    “No,” she said. “So far, no farther. I shouldn’t have come out with you at all,” she said.

    “You did,” he said.

    “To get you out of the house,” she said. ”If somebody waked in and heard you talking to me that way, a week before the wedding--”

    “What would they think?” he said.

    “They’d think you’re crazy,” she said.

    “Why?” he said.

    Catharine tool a deep breath, made a speech. “Let me say that I’m deeply honored by this crazy thing you’ve done,” she said. “I can’t believe you’re really A.W.O.L., but maybe you are. I can’t believe you really love me, but maybe you do. But--”

    “I do,” said Newt.

    “Well, I’m deeply honored,” said Catharine, “and I’m very fond of you as a friend, Newt, extremely fond—but it’s just too late.” She took a step away and she protected herself with her hands. “I don’t mean you should do it now. I just mean this is all so unexpected. I haven’t got the remotest idea of how to respond.”

    “Just walk some more,” he said. “Have a nice time.”

     

    They stared walking again.

    “How did you expect me to react?” she said.

    “How would I know what to expect?” he said.

    “I’ve never done anything like this before.”

    “Did you think I would throw myself to your arms?” she said.

    “Maybe,” he said.

    “I’m sorry to disappoint you,” she said.

    “I’m not disappointed,” he said. “I wasn’t counting on it. This is very nice, just walking.”

    Catharine stopped again. “You know what would happen next?”

    “Nope,” he said.

    “We shake hands,” she said. “We shake hands and part friends,” she said. “That’s what happened next.”

    Newt nodded. “All right,” he said. “Remember me form time to time. Remember how much I love you.”

     Involuntarily, Catharine burst into tears. She turned her back to Newt, looked into the infinite colonnade of the woods.

    “What does that mean,” said Newt.

    “Rage!” said Catharine, She clenched her hands. “You have no right--”

    “I had to find out,” he said.

    “Yes,” she said. She faced him, looked up at him, her face quite red. “You would have known,” she said.

    “How,” he said.

    “You would have seen it,” she said. “Women aren’t very clever at hiding it.”

    Newt looked closely at Catharine’s face now. to her consternation, she realized that what she had said was true, that a woman couldn’t hide love.

    Newt was seeing love now.

    And he did what he had to do. He kissed her.

     

    “You’re hell to get along with!” she said when Newt let her go.

    “I’m?” said Newt.

    “You didn’t like it?” he said.

    “What did you expect,” she said—“Wild, abandoned passion?”

    “I keep telling you,” he said, “I never know what’s going to happen next.”

    “We say good-bye,” she said.

    He frowned slightly. “All right,” he said.

    She made another speech. “I’m not sorry we kissed,” she said. “That was sweet. We should have kissed, we’ve been so lose. I’ll always remember you, Newts, and good luck.”

    “You too,” he said.

    “Thank you, Newt,” she said.

    “Thirty days,” he said.

    “What?” she said.

    “Thirty days in the stockade,” he said---“that’s what one kiss will cost me.”

     (To be continued…) 

    02 August

    Water Lilies

     
        有人问我:为什么?
        如果你能读懂,就无所谓的为什么了...
     
    Water Lilies

     

    If you have forgotten water lilies floating

    On a dark lake among mountains in the afternoon shade,

    If you have forgotten their wet, sleepy fragrance,

    Then you can return and not be afraid.

     

    But if you remember, then turn away forever

    To the plains and the prairies where pools are far apart,

    There you will not come at dusk on closing water lilies,

    And the shadow of mountains will not fall on your heart.

     
       

    富士山下

     

    1. 曲名:富士山下     歌手:陈奕迅     专辑:What's Going On...

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    [00:00.01]陈奕迅:富士山下
    [00:09.01]专辑:不如不见


    [00:22.56]拦路雨边至雪花 饮泣的你冻吗
    [00:26.92]这风褛我给你饿到有襟花
    [00:31.54]连掉了即也不怕 怎么始终牵挂
    [00:36.07]苦心选中今天想车你回家
    [00:40.67]如让我不再送花 伤口应已结疤
    [00:45.17]风翻开了心里坟场才害怕
    [00:49.88]如若你非我不嫁 彼此终必火化
    [00:54.49]一生一世等一天需要代价
    [00:58.94]谁都只得那双手 靠拥抱亦难任你拥有
    [01:04.08]要拥有必先等失去怎接受
    [01:08.66]曾沿着雪路浪游 为何为好事泪流
    [01:13.22]谁能凭爱意要富士山私有
    [01:17.73]何不把悲哀感觉假设是来自你虚构
    [01:22.44]试管里找不到他染污眼眸
    [01:26.85]前尘又化成石头
    [01:29.31]随缘地抛下变逃走
    [01:34.74]我绝不罕有 往街里绕过一昼
    [01:39.07]我便化乌有
    [01:43.14]情人节不要说穿 只敢抚你发端
    [01:47.77]这种姿态可会令你更心酸
    [01:52.27]留在汽车里取暖 应该怎么规劝
    [01:56.87]怎么可以将手腕忍痛划损
    [02:01.44]人活到几岁算短 失恋只有更短
    [02:06.02]归家需要几哩路谁能预算
    [02:10.56]忘掉我跟你恩怨 樱花开了几转
    [02:15.10]东京之旅一早比一世遥远
    [02:19.64]谁都只得那双手 靠拥抱亦难为你拥有
    [02:24.75]要拥有必先懂失去怎接受
    [02:29.36]曾沿着雪路浪游 为何为好事泪流
    [02:34.00]谁能凭爱意要富士山私有
    [02:38.63]何不把悲哀感觉假设是来自你虚构
    [02:43.11]试管里找不到他染污眼眸
    [02:47.68]前尘又化成石头
    [02:49.93]随缘地抛下变逃走
    [02:54.53]我绝不罕有 往街里绕过一昼


    [02:59.37]我便化污有
    [03:03.99]谁都只得那双手 靠拥抱亦难任你拥有
    [03:09.20]要拥有必先等失去怎接受
    [03:13.91]曾沿着雪路浪游 为何为好事泪流
    [03:18.49]谁能凭爱意要富士山私有
    [03:23.38]何不把悲哀感觉假设是来自你虚构
    [03:27.96]试管里找不到他染污眼眸
    [03:32.71]前尘又化成石头
    [03:35.00]随缘地抛下变逃走
    [03:41.67]我绝不罕有
    [03:44.11]往街里绕过一昼
    [03:47.08]我便化乌有
    [03:52.31]你还嫌不够
    [03:54.17]我把这陈年风褛
    [03:57.14]送赠你解咒

     

    Long Walk to Forever


     

    Long Walk to Forever

     

    They had grown up next door to each other, on the edge of the city, near fields and woods and orchards, thin sight of a lovely bell tower that belonged to a school for the blind.

       Now they were twenty had not seen each other for nearly a year. There had always been playful, comfortable warmth between them, but never any talk of love.

      His name was Newt. Her name was Catharine. The early afternoon, Newt knocked on front door.

      Catharine came to the door. She was carrying a fat magazine she had been reading. The magazine was written entirely to brides. “Newt!” she said. She was surprised to see him.

     

      “Could you come for a walk?” he said. He was a shy person, even with Catharine. He covered his shyness by speaking absently, as though he were a secret agent pausing briefly on a mission between beautiful, distant, and –inister points. This manner of speaking had always been Newt’s style, even in matters that concerned him desperately.

       “A walk?” said Catharine.

       “One foot in front of the other,” said Newt, “Through leaves, over bridges--”

       “I had no idea you were in town,” she said.

       “Just this minute got in,” he said.

       “Still in the Army, I see,” she said.

       “Seven more months to go,” he said, he was a private First class in the Artillery. His uniform was rumpled. His shoes were dusty. He needed a shave. He held out his hand for the magazine. “Let’s see the pretty book,” he said.

      She gave it to him. “I’m getting married, Newt,” she said.

      “I know,” he said. “Let’s go for a walk.”

      “I’m awfully busy, Newt,” she said. “The wedding is only a week away.”

      “If we go for a walk,” he said, “it will make you rosy. It will make you a rosy bride.” He turned the pages of the magazine. “A rosy bride like her—like her—like her,” he said, showing her rosy brides.

     

       Catharine turned rosy, thinking about rosy brides.

       “That will be my present to Henry Stewart Chasens,” said Newt. “By taking you for a walk, I’ll be giving him a rosy bride.”

      “You know his name?” said Catharine.

      “Mother wrote,” he said. “From Pittsburgh?”

      “Yes,” she said, “You’d like him.”

      “Maybe”, he said.

      “Can-can you come to the wedding, Newt?” she said.

      “That I doubt,” he said.

      “You furlough isn’t for long enough?” she said.

      “Furlough?” said Newt. He was studying a two-page ad for flat silver. “I’m not on furlough,” he said.

      “Oh?” she said.

      “I’m what they call A.W.O.L…,” said Newt.

      “Oh, Newt! You’re not!” she said.

      “Sure I am,” said Newt, still looking at the magazine.

      “Why, Newt?” she said.

      “I had to find out what your silver pattern is,” he said. He read names of silver patterns from the magazine.    “Albermarle? Heather?” he said. “Legend? Rambler Rose?”  He looked up, smiled. “I plan to give you and your husband a spoon,” he said.

      “Newt, Newt—tell me really,” she said.

      “I want to go for a walk,” he said.

     

    She wrung her hands insisterly anguish. “Oh,  Newt—you’re fooling me about being A.W.O.L.,” she said.

     Newt imitated a police siren softly, raised his eyebrows.

      “Where-where from?” she said.

      “Fort Bragg,” he said.

      “North California?” she said.

      “That’s right, ” he said. “Near Fayetteville—where scarlet O’Hara went to school.”

      “How did you get here, Newt?” she said.

     

      He raised his thumb, jerked it in a hitchhike gesture. “Two days,” he said.

      “Does your mother know?” she said.

      “I didn’t come to see my mother,” he told her.

      “Who did you come to see?” she said.

      “You,” he said.

      “Why me,” she said.

      “Because I love you,” he said. “Now can we take a walk?” he said. “One foot in front of the other--through leaves, over bridges--”

     

      They were taking the walk now, were in a woods with a brown-leaf floor.

     

      Catharine was angry and rattled, close to tears. “Newt,” she said, “This is absolutely crazy.”

     (to be continued..)